well, since the aunty came here then stayed for almoz 2 weeks, i could only be a guide. It's exhausting yet fun. How could you do sight seeing and shopping in almoz 10 hours in a piece and it's always done eveyday in that 2 weeks. *surprise look*
whata bionic woman!! hahaha
well, the bad news came at the laz day of her stay.Her bubby/my uncle got moderate stroke. WOW it's juz there mebe, it juz happened so fast. i meant, he's supposed to be very OK at that day, since he juz called my aunty at the nite before getting the attack. he was juz soo fine in fone. so the, my aunty , she went back to Pontianak with such a deep weep.
so what bout the new year celebration??
i actually didnt celebrate it coz it's no longer super special for me . The other reason maybe coz of the situation in the city. frens told me that she's trapped in such a massive crowd in downtown. it's even more in sum hippiest or hotest spoy out there.
What's to regret?? missing a new year's eve in downtown wid frustating crowd? NAAH!! haha. well, anyway, it's not the only reason why i didnt celebrate it.i dunno exactly why. it's juz like another nite to me. so then what to do is juz to make a deep reflection by setting sum new resolutions to bring the betterment in a year ahead.
here come...
the resolutions
1. as im in the half of 3rd year which's been a start to more clinical exercises, i the put " more serious to academic" as my first resolution. it's always be the 1st through the age. haha. indeed. i couldnt feel that i fully complied the resolution laz year coz i broke alot all the way in undergoing this serious attachment. i was juz too careless to be true. so then, i put this resolution (again) as the 1st resolution in 2009. good! serious one!
2. actually, it's kinda confusing for making the 2nd resolution. it's bout the urgency and necessity. while i kept arranging the 2nd one, i kept asking the question to myself.
what to do to make me better this year?
what i didnt produce / make?
what i've ognored?
what i've neglected?
what i was careless bout?
what i need to do in this year?
too much questions against the requests in my head. so then the brilliant idea popped , eventually. I juz need to have managable-1-yea-special-agenda since i had poorly treated agenda in 2008.i didnt even think bout the possibility of the accomplishment inside. so then , mayve with this "real agenda"
Hello, I had poorly treated agenda in 2008. I didn’t even think bout the possibility of the accomplishment inside. So then, maybe with this “ real agenda”. I could manage my life better. It should be completed by the health risk possibility and material probability, strength, threat. Wow. Such a high !!!
3. since. I was kinda slow to respond anything happening around, I then juz need to pay more attention to “ environment”. Environment means any places, any situation where I do stand. Simply, I juz wanna be more caring person
4. I’m now 20 years old. Im no longer teenager then whose unpredictable lust and mood with ( sumtimes) unclear and undefined direction. Therefore in this freash 20, I juz need to control the emotion, behaviour and attitude.
5. it’s serious matter. Really!! It’s bout the money management. I’m very bad at managing the money, so when it turns to be a serious urge, I might be so frustating. I could hardly save the money for greater objective, more important purpose. So then it’s becoming serious problem to me who’s gonna exercise the clinical year whose largest amount of expenses. Another up-coming stuff is my exchange programe.i promise to myself that I wouldn’t ask my parent to pay my exchange programe expenses. Well, actually, it’s not only academic programe, but also the traveling time for me privately. Maybe it ‘s gonna be the second independent traveling after what I did in 07. it’s really awesome to travel with own money!!. So what to do then?? I juz simply need to save sum money , sum hundreds thousand / month is worth enuff or make a side job??? We’ll see( it’s the moz extreme one hahaha)
6. all I need to for the health is juz to attach to sum diet programe. It’s crucial. Im now having my BMI turned into overweight that I sometimes feel such a heavy breath at nite. For other reason why it’s so urgent to do is , In this curvier body, I have less productivity. So what’s not to do???
7. well, how bout to think bout having boyfriend?? Or do approach to sum guys ? I mean for special relationship? Seriously?? Hahahaha well, we’ll see. Only heaven knows.
other unwritten resolutions will come later. Rite after examining days ahead.
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