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Hehe.. it’s so much confusing and taking sum sorta long minutes for me to think bit harder bout the tittle which I supposed to give to this post*Like I use to do hehe* as I have bunch things to tell .I cant chose also the priority or sum super bombastic story of mine that I might put its highlight as this post’s title Hahaha *see, you read this and u might do a what-look hehe*.

I feel so much fun during this 2 weeks. It’s started with Euro football championship. I pushed myself to watch the live match on TV and ya know what? The match is always started in near-midnight or even after midnight and ended in almost-dawn or even yes-dawn. therefore , I have my sleep time out of normal one. however, no matter how sleepy I am during the lecture and discussion and tutorials and so on and so forth, no matter how my AAAaaaaAAaaa-shout disturbing the neighbors , no matter how strange some frens questioning me if I like and understand the match , no matter bout the backache I always had if I slept in the bed near the TV , I do really enjoy it instead of throwing sum complains. Hehe. In the first time, I like watching football match coz I like to see sum hot and fabulous players running and showing off their hotness haha. But later, I do think it’s wry enough, coz once you understand the match , shout and yell out whatever team you support for, and that time you might get into and think that you might watch the next Hot match. So far, I really adore Portugal( too bad in quarter final they didn’t break huhu, pepe, helder P, C Ron, paul Ferreira, nuno Gomes.. I still love you sweetheart(s) ), Spain( such a exciting and most spirited team), Russia( omg!! Roman pavlyuchenko is sooooo much cute, he’s like Russian puppet hehe, I heart him sooooo much ), maybe Germany, hmm cez republic also ( the GK is so much good, so far, he’s the best one I find hehe)

Ok, enuff for EURO fever.. :P

Another fun fact to see is i start to hang out with friends more often, saying, i watched 2 football matches in one night and n0- sleep again till the morning then continued to watch the sunrise in the beach ( like one scene in the city of angel the movie hahaha) . I will tell you l8ter for detail how fascinating and how refreshing it was *LOLs.
And again, I start to go with my very super COOL frens during the noon to have sum lunch more often. Sometimes we went to a mal or cafe which’s far enuff from campus. It’s always full of laughter and jokes , tho, and it’s like to laugh your brain out , so much refreshing as well .hehe.

Well, im now looking around the rooms, the Tv room and the kitchen. They are all so clean and nice. It’s not like weeks ago or whenever I see them messed( or wreck them that damn successful ).why it’s so good and clean?? Coz I and sis start changing the way to treat the house. No more messing up the rooms by placing everything wherever we like to ( for examples, books on the fridge, keys in the fridge, shirts in anywhere but anywhere, anything in anywhere, pants in anywhere, ohhh cant describe for more, it’s so much terrible), no more depending on house assistant(so if she doesn’t come for 4 days our house might be like an exploding stove MELEDUG), no more careless in treating the rooms. And so, the do’s , yes we start taking care of all the mess , yes clean up the rooms so good, yes save the energy for sort, yes try to be more independent , and yes try to take any responsibility of this whack. Hehe.
So this is it.. our home sweet home coming back to us.

*inhaling the fresh air in TV room*

oh goodness.. how couldnt i start to post this blog with smile eh?* asking to own self, people, god, angels arround!!* HOW??

(enuff for this bothersome shout out) T.T

why im not really good to create sum post rite now? coz
1.I DUN BRING MY OWN LAPTOP which i can use it dat good anywhere and anytime i wanna as long as the wireless connection's not cracked down. therefore, i use library's PC right now then it's so much difficult to be connected to a very smooth internet connection through this one.i dunno why anyway.from my observation, i found 9 pcs available obviously in this lovely PBL library yet only 3 of them can work properly. how much i wanna ask the operator, but it wouldnt be a good idea anyway, since i would understand it wasnt their false and they shouldnt be wronged in this case but yes it was the students's. so i keep my mouth closed * but trully inside my heart, i wanna hit this PC with sum stick!!! really!*

2. other case in the same reason is the anti-virus seems to work so hard that i have to encourage it by clickling away a 'DELETE' everytime the detection pops out and showing there are some viruses inducing this PC. and ya know what!! , IT"S Like to pop out more often after clicking away this DELETE. oh darn,, if i really care of this detection i will not do my bussiness with this pc coz im so much busy to DELETE and DELETE and DELETE and DELETE these bunch and uncountable viruses. i then leave it to thrive upon this PC. i dun care hehehe

3. despite some annoying stuffs coming first in the beginning, i can keep myself chilled in all the way, still. well, chilled in the heart for term, but for real,,, it's so HOT over here. i then assumed the chamber is not providing a good cool air circulation from AIR-COn. oh GOD.. i trully regret for not bringing my laptop, really!. * got dizzy of the heat*

soooo, do i realy wanna move to a more comfortable place,IT lab?
yes, No , yea, No, yes, No??
dunno la.. so lazy to move my ass from this seat , i dun care whether it's really hot and no-good here. I dun care..

*try to enjoy the situation, err yeaaa enjoy *

for more stories.. *sigh. i cant tell you for a moment as i think i should chill myself out for sort. hehe * it's due to all these craps... arrrghhhhhhhhhhh

im off

do i really like someone now?

Well ya, I get ashamed in this very short time. it’s like exploding in my mind, hell banana really.. do I really like someone now?.. or it’s juz like a justification to humble down my pickle mind ? or im juz out of line to limit what should I feel as an anti-loving-one one? I find out my mind thinking yes it’s so.. yes I like someone..him

In my pretentious *bitch* heart , I do keep saying “uh nuh no way… I muz be kidding or juz feeling lonesome for sort” but something breaks it all since I told before that I muz be a fat lipped bitch to say so and so. It attempts to keep convincing me that I really like someone rite now. It’s not like a love but juz a likeness, despite I think it’s like an accidentally fond hehe. I figure out the way to see the truth in this awkwardness.

What’s true?? I bet he muz not like me.. he doesn’t like me.. im not even his type. He may not deserve to have me as his special friend oh geez he doesn’t even wanna make some relationship to a girl till he thinks it’s really the time to make. He’s tremendous straight. I never find someone seeing a girl that afraid or even avoiding but him. I never find someone showing the huge charisma but him. I never see im happy to see someone performing like he always think transcendentally despite he never try to show off but him.

Oh .. witch.. he’s so good yet everything I really dislike is all in him. Again, is it only a challenge? I mean, do I only dare myself to know him or to let him to notice what I feel then he would like me too and last we make up and I feel satisfied that he’s so easy and when I get bored i may dump him up? Yes saying it’s damn strange curiosity.. sometimes girls love to do it.

Well, BOLD NOTE , im not that really crazy bout him,tho.
. I like him but it’s not that I really like him like insane.
I like to see him sitting infront of me in our discussion time but it’s not like my heart always pounds everytime I make a look at him.
I like to say anything but reckless and bit outrageous in sake of teasing to him but im not that really serious. Come on..*rolls eyes
I like to ask him some questions during the discussion coz I really need the answers for sum smart stuff. …it’s so much natural
I like him as he’s naturally smart , but sometimes I could be smarter than him anyway * I always wished
I used to laugh at him when he tried to avoid the eye contact to the girl but why I now really make it like WOW!IM SO MUCH PROUD OF IT
I like him but I never try to make a WOW when he walks then falls acroz , it’s only enough with WHEW-with my sweet glance hehe
I like him but he doesn’t like me
He doesn’t like me but why I can be this good
I can be this good coz I dun have any burden or target if he would like me later
Well even if he would like me in some other time, I will not make up. I dun wanna.. he’s not my type.. I dun have any intention or what to him. I juz like him like this weird.i dun even know if I really like him now.

When anyone in love. The love muz be so much brighter that they can do anything to their lover. Girl is a floor and boy is a rug. Boy will always be cheese if the girl is mayonnaise.. everything is so good if done together..

I never was
And I dunno will I have “this” one * cant even spell L.O.V.E
Because it’s not really important for now.. I dun wanna feel that hurry
So do I like someone now? ..
Geeez banana… WHAT?!!

*keeps asking to herself *