EDWARD CULLEN..... W.O.W

@@ i feel dyspnea , dsyphagia, dysomnia, hypernerveousness, and rare tremor..ohhhh Edward Cullen... you're my holy favorite disease@@

** I'm mad about Edward Culllen.. O.M.G I'm falling for E.C**

i juz watched TWILIGHT wid sis and frens few days ago. BLIMEY!! it's so much romantic and took my breath. Can you juz believe that i could feel my heart beat faster when E.C ( Robert pattinson ) got closer to Bella swan then kissed her gently. D.A.M.N ! my blood rushed , i was shaking and i seemed paralyzed. i felt it's me whom Edward Cullen kissed. oh oh.. i felt so much nervous that i could hardly breathe. so i juz sat still. no more talking, but yes more shaking.

That movie !! gave sum huge effect to my normal behavior. I didnt finish my dinner anyway as i still felt bit nausea for the nervousness. it's no OK people!! if not having meals finished. I muz be unwell. maybe i'm pathologically in love with E.C now. Edward Cullen.. you're at the top of my lungs ..

i couldnt sleep for nights since E.C always popped in my mind. IT's really like a scene in twilight the movie which E.C stood and stared at Bella sleeping.hahahaha( too much rite??). well then i juz could sleep @ 2 am then ( averagely). so i made an extra activity before sleeping which is to listen PANIC AT THE DISCO 's pretty odd album. i 've been Bella swan with wildest imagination in head.well, the more i tried to close my eyes, the more E.C enchanted me (( heyy you im here .. what we're gonna do then?? *teasing smile**. ----- OOOOHH MY GOD))

my sis's playing on 1 MUse's song which is one of the scene back sound in twilight.the scence in which EC and Cullen family(whole CULLEN )) played the base ball in such utter dramatically thundered field(or whatever it is). OH MY DEAR! i juz wanna be Bella SWan for all time! she played wid Cullen Family!! wth she's wid Emmet, Carlisle, Esme, Rosaline, Jasper, Alice! * looks with high grade jealousy*

under all enchantments.. I dunno whom i actually fall in love with. RObert or Edward?? there's sum dimension , i dunno, it's like there aint no differences between Edward and Robert. they're juz G..O.R.G.E.O.U.S .both are so deep, profound, firm and anything but romantic and endearing!!.i dun think vampire or werewolves are fake! i juz need it to be real. hehe. so i'm now obsessed of Edward Cullen,well maybe Cullen Family, well maybe , VAMPIRE or other walking dead body and awesome creature.. blood sucker .. hahaha

this is my insanity of Edward Cullen. He's a sweetest disorder!
4 things that i really believe in :

1st . Edward Cullen is a vampire

2nd. there's sum part of him - i dunno how dominant it is- that is really starving for my blood.

3rd. i fall in love

4th. i wanna spend my immortal life with him ( anyway.. it's from me hehe )

soooooooooooooooooooo under the tropical rain... i myself leave all fantasy trapped in mind. I love Edward Cullen so much..

ME : 1st arrow -> i want EC kizes this lips
2nd arrow-> i want EC to suck my blood in this part ( vena jugulare's neck)

EC: *rolls eyes* whata hell this girls's thinking of ?? oh na ah!! my canine change shorter

canine-> abrupt patholigical change in canine due to this moral-less thought of that girl eeer me

yaaaaaaaaaaaaay... EXAMS finished..

yaaaaaay!! after 2 weeks in the hives of exams, im now breathing easy. nothing much happened in this week. it's juz a flat week ever. i have 1 day on and 1 day off. so , what's interesting in it? hehe. i juz spent more time in home sweet home to study harder. i dun wanna delay my winning on this oral biomedicine block that i tend to not having a remedy exam later. i juz wanna win now!!

in this fresh air of December , what i wanna do is juz to enjoy sum days remains before passing through the next learning block, which is DENTAL CONSERVATION.ewwww, i can imagine what im gonna work with. teeth? composite as restoration material? more clinical stuffs ? more works with dental chair? new glasses maybe to help the vision in actualizing the restoration site and shape? more new books? tougher mental? oh oh.. i told you before that i already step up to a complex 2nd level in dental learning in this univ.hehe it's actually what i think of.hehe dunno for others.

let's take a seat for awhile... hmmm HAPPY ADHAAAAAAAAA!!!! hehe happy kurban.. well, i miss my family out there. they muz have a joyful moment in granny's house. they will eat more beef or mutton from family qurban , laugh for elder cousin's joke, get busy to babysit my hyperactive nephew, share the stories bout recent activities, or maybe talk bout me and sis who are there.huhu. in other space ( haha) , i and sis maybe will only spend adha wid ordinary stuffs in here.

hmm. i got no words to elaborate more then folks..

so then.. maybe.. I LOVE PANIC AT THE DISCO!!
this boys always make me happier with their pretty odd

confused of what i gotta do with this post.soooo hm, the list yea the list * throw me your shoes and tomatos please*

"yea the list hmm yeeaa. "
im so damn uncreative these days .really!! I already made 3 drafts so far in this 3 weeks to publish . yeaaa... why i only saved 'em?? why didn't i juz press publish-post-button ? well, coz the contents are soooooo lame people!! in 1 draft i told bout friends disturbing me while I'm working with this blog.so what's fun in it?? . In another post i wrote about anything but I'm myself confused of ( confused?? yeas me too ma'am). it's all bout unstructured story ohhh that's so lousy. in 1 sentence i wrote about this and another next sentence i wrote about that. sooo what's fun in it?? (once again) . huhu .I'm now making myself clear that I'm so uncreative even if i have much things to tell bout. therefore to make this post manageable , i gotta make the list , hm yea the list,, what kinda list?? juz check it out..

what happen to you during NOVEMBER-now ??

1. Nothing much *try to recall*. the big thing is I was hospitalized for 4 days coz of the respiratory infection. well , i never guez the disease that brought me to hospital is RESPIRATORY INFECTION. i thought it was Dengue Fever symptom. i had very high fever and some DMF clinical features before, so when i had my blood examined, i trully believe that my trombocytes muz be reducing. But, some hours later i juz found out the result was OK. my trombocytes number was still controllable, it's only leukocytes number that kinda higher which means that there sum INFECTION existed. I got no idea for abit first for i got hospitalized juz b coz of respiratory infection?? which i always could handle myself. for that time,,, i was really sure that i juz needed to give up. hehehe. soooo.. during this hospitalizing , i already took 4 times blood test and sum dehydration management. by this stupid self-diagnosing , i made my mom flew to here hehehe.

2. I had my appetite affected for sort after being hospitalized. IT'S A DEAL peopleeee!! if i have no-OK appetite I'm sure that I muz be unhealthy at that time. soo yea i believed i juz had serious respiratory infection 2-3 weeks ago.

3. MOM CAME and treated me for over a week.. oh oh, I felt so much guilty of this dramatic self-diagnosing.

4. I gained 3 kgs after passing BAD APPETITE TRIAL. huhuuhu :( it's like a revenge helloooooo... but the unanswered question is why i can easily gain the weight ???? * asking to GOD and ANGEL* please answer pleasee

5. I had so many work to do in campus since i didn't do any activities for 1 week. soooo when i came to class for the first time after having the home-good-rest, i felt that i was a slow runner. come on!! when everyone in class already understood bout another topic of discussion or lecture , i juz gave a nod !!! som now I'm trying so hard to ruuuuuuuuuuun!! with all of my heart , lung, liver, kidney,....., and whatever.hehe

6. I Love sis's fashion game in her laptop.hehe. it's amusing anyway..and wasting more time

7. I had some patients in my skills labs. that's like a " WHOAAA" for me since i really thought that i should act like a real young dentist to do intra oral examinations and other investigation that in the end i gotta give a diagnose and treatment planning. WHOOOAA

8. I bought some cool books. well, yea.. i have 8-waiting-books-to-read , tho. well, this is the thing that i really hate moz in myself. i want alot but finish less ( hope,,,, it only happens in this case, never hope in every aspect of my life.. ewwwww it totally screws up)

9. I had tight discusion schedule for my reasearch paper. I take herbal anyway to make up. it's sambiloto ( frankly,,, i juz dunno the outlook of this herbal hahahaha, but at least my friends know) :P

10. november was mad season.................

ciao

the best doodle i ever painted

tittle: ANGELIC TOOTH.... the product of boredom
original design : ESTI