very late post hehe

well, finally i found a way back to my blog home.it's over 3 months that i didn't come OL as much as i used to.if i could recall, it might be from my holiday( or before) to this very fresh november. hehe. well, i have much to tell. my holiday was very great!!!!! my umrah was supeeeeeeeeeeer!!! my raya was very greeeeaaat too!!! my everything is more than OKKKKK!! i dunno what to start to tell bout. it's a pleasure and eager to share everything that i need into this very late post.

-MY UMRAH-

i gotta acknowledge that this year is such an enlightenment year for me. GOD , ALLAH, still loves me alot that i can make much greater good thing to myself. during my super Great Umrah, i got lotta things to learn and get aware.
I was not A safe one!!!
i believe that i wasn't the safe one. i f i were still in my very gross track ( i know it sounds too much for the gross one) , i would be lost further in a dark and dirty way of life. i juz realized this thing during my umrah. The MISTRUST of God, ALLAH, once , was only a worst product of a wrong overgeneralizing in the way of thinking. all i need to do is juz to fix everything. i now fully BELIEVE in the magnificence of GOD, ALLAH.
Umrah brought me to the light which i should have found it long time ago without going to UMRAH first. what a Bitch i was , to deny all of the bless and grace. sometimes i feel so sorry to me, myself, to realize i wasnt OK, i wasnt safe. some confusion grew in some term. I wanna save me, myself by now. i have to be a better person in all the way. semangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!
entirely.., my UMRAH process is magnificent!! from the places where we visited to the people i met and helped me and exactly super valuable trip. i will attach sum pics that i took. here come....

heraa cave ( at the top of a hill ((the middle one))

the copy of 1st qoran written in othman dinasty ( the real one's written on the dates leaves )

it;s nearby my hotel.

kuba mosque ( 1st mosque that Rasul built in medina)

- my HOLIDAY-

My holiday was great!!! super!! i could spend more times wid my big family. i was juz preety startled ,once, when i saw my nephew , RAYHAN ( i already placed sum pic when he's months old) . He's juz growing ( of coz he is!!). i felt that im getting much older to see how fast my nephews , niece, lil cousins grow. oh dear!!

well actually i had lotta fun in my holiday. i had UMrah, i went back to my hometown, i visited some beaches, i went to the new zoo newly opened in a very hot spot near the beach, i had more more quality time with granny, parents , all big family who always be there when i need, who always love me anytime. i mizzzzzzzzzz them so bad now.

- MY MUDIK and LEBARAN-

it's very great!! after going back to yogya for over 3 weeks, i then got my LEBARAN holiday which i really wait wid my auspicious heart. it's great and great!!! what i really wait for is home-visiting time, i love to visit my family's houses ( HUGER FAMILY), my parents's friends' houses, and other.i gained more weight during Lebaran as i ate more cookies, more cakes, more sugar. huhu. it's nice!! cant wait to see another one. :)

- PRESENT-

well , i have the real life back to me...... im now 3rd year student who really needs to spend more time in library and labs. 3rd year is determinant stage in degree, come on!! i start buying more more equipments for restoration , extraction, so on and so forth. Im gonna have super tight skills lab in block 15. oh dear!!!! it's restoration and crown remaking anyway.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeww, i start being a real young dentist this close. hehe.. semangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

c later!peace out!