WHOW. it's been 6 months i admit my absence! cant believe that i could leave this far. i mized lotta things to share in here. alrite, It's my beg, i confess it's been a lack of catching out wid writin stuffs that I thought i could turn out much better if i kept waitin cool stories completed to write.other words, it's like when you think stuffs can come over or complete in the next day so you really will do it next days. It really is wrong however. relying on this man memory power is not that enuff. haha.
anyway... i got through many things in this 6 months.
Q: What's new wid you??
Answers :
-I gained more weights!
-i found sum most treasured possessions!( JAMIE CAMPBELL BOWER, Michael Sheen, New Moon Movie updates,Lady GaGa!, LOTTA COOL MOVIES , ohh too much to mention hehe)
-i befriend wid more people!
-I have a new account in Facebook! (it's angelicdentist! okay.. okay! i've been so uncreative these days , mate! so dun judge me haha )
-I do even have Twitter now http://twitter.com/angelicdentist !
-I commit to be FULL time sister now! ( Oh yeah... FULL time sister. sumtimes i feel like havin sum Obsessive Compulsive Disorder for this one. Im overdoing wid this.am i wry?? noo? )
-i get a lil more skeptic in many stuffs lately! (I told u, It's like to have sum OCD or sume emotion fluctuation. i call this one as Young Adult Crisis. it's not easy anyway!!)
-I become a Library girl! ( WOOHOOOW !!)
- I'm juz Officially bein a 4th year student. wow. it's way too close to the graduation and Clinical Years,, Huge!!)
other things will come later my dear..too much things to recall in the same time. i promise i'll catch up wid you more often.
xoxo
Monday, July 6, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
STANGER
Almoz late nite- jan 12 09
STRANGER
Well, I had very long sleep laz nite. Really! . it’s bout 11 hours. W.O.W. it’s totally nice. So how was the daY?? Day was good.i juz had lazy time, spending the time by watching and chit chatting with sis. It’s totally a weekend, Perfect weekend, before that strange thing came……..
It’s started at the early evening, when eveything’s so serene in the wind of twilight. Eveything’s so OK, except I suddenly had my black-spot-excavating-hand-instrument disappeared, stolen maybe, but who did ? ( what!! It’s only a hm small stick and very affordable , even cheap one). I’d been looking for it and checking for hours , since the day.so the I got desperate and planed to buy the new one, before IT happened!.oya IT happened. Well, IT was really happening , the black-spot-excavating-hand-instrument which disappeared since the day is now laid down on the table-a place where I put it for the laz time before it’s gone for a moment- . I swore that I didn’t see it in the very laz check before IT happened. I was startled and kept winking if it, what-I’d-been-looking-for is now on the table. My sis got startled too! She , one, whom I always asked for help , was surprised too. So, she’s innocent. She, one, who found the stick and put it back down on the table. Soooo who did???? Whoooooooooo??
Then, the wild theories came over my head.
1. my sis suddenly had sum brain disorder particularly in memory calling ( saying she had early Dementia). She already found that stick , but she never remembered if she had put it on the table.
2. same as the 1st theory, but the subject is me. Yes it’s me who did. Who knows ??? ( oh God please gimme sum hints. Gimme sum prove that I didn’t do it. I juz dun wanna find myself suffering from early dementia. Please no .. God please)
3. the stick is a living thing .it could walk and escape. I know it sounds very impossible. But. Still, who knows???????
4. harry potter came to my house in order to flee from his magical world. He, under his invisibility cloak, knew what I was looking for and tried to help. He then summoned the stick , * accio stick* it was there, it’s found, then he put it back on the table. W.O.W it’s very impossible. But who knows???
5. the Cullen boys visited me , saying Jasper( or more cullen boys ) wanna meet me, he’s( they’re) crazy in love with me. So when he(they) knew that I was so sad for losing my black-spot-excavating-hand-instrument*exaggerating* , he(they) then tried so hard to find it. Yes he(they) found it. Then put it back on the table with a super fast move ( as fast as light speed). So I didn’t get he’s( they’re) there for me. Such a sweetheart(s)! * evil laugh* . I wished!! * greedy look*
6. the laz theory , well, it’s a hmm ghost, spirit , or invisible stranger who really care of me or juz tried to help. My sis even told me that it’s maybe my savior angle. W.O.W . it didn’t sound conforting. It’s still creepy for me.
Other options? Please add some, the acceptable one.. and comforting one , pleaseee.
STRANGER
Well, I had very long sleep laz nite. Really! . it’s bout 11 hours. W.O.W. it’s totally nice. So how was the daY?? Day was good.i juz had lazy time, spending the time by watching and chit chatting with sis. It’s totally a weekend, Perfect weekend, before that strange thing came……..
It’s started at the early evening, when eveything’s so serene in the wind of twilight. Eveything’s so OK, except I suddenly had my black-spot-excavating-hand-instrument disappeared, stolen maybe, but who did ? ( what!! It’s only a hm small stick and very affordable , even cheap one). I’d been looking for it and checking for hours , since the day.so the I got desperate and planed to buy the new one, before IT happened!.oya IT happened. Well, IT was really happening , the black-spot-excavating-hand-instrument which disappeared since the day is now laid down on the table-a place where I put it for the laz time before it’s gone for a moment- . I swore that I didn’t see it in the very laz check before IT happened. I was startled and kept winking if it, what-I’d-been-looking-for is now on the table. My sis got startled too! She , one, whom I always asked for help , was surprised too. So, she’s innocent. She, one, who found the stick and put it back down on the table. Soooo who did???? Whoooooooooo??
Then, the wild theories came over my head.
1. my sis suddenly had sum brain disorder particularly in memory calling ( saying she had early Dementia). She already found that stick , but she never remembered if she had put it on the table.
2. same as the 1st theory, but the subject is me. Yes it’s me who did. Who knows ??? ( oh God please gimme sum hints. Gimme sum prove that I didn’t do it. I juz dun wanna find myself suffering from early dementia. Please no .. God please)
3. the stick is a living thing .it could walk and escape. I know it sounds very impossible. But. Still, who knows???????
4. harry potter came to my house in order to flee from his magical world. He, under his invisibility cloak, knew what I was looking for and tried to help. He then summoned the stick , * accio stick* it was there, it’s found, then he put it back on the table. W.O.W it’s very impossible. But who knows???
5. the Cullen boys visited me , saying Jasper( or more cullen boys ) wanna meet me, he’s( they’re) crazy in love with me. So when he(they) knew that I was so sad for losing my black-spot-excavating-hand-instrument*exaggerating* , he(they) then tried so hard to find it. Yes he(they) found it. Then put it back on the table with a super fast move ( as fast as light speed). So I didn’t get he’s( they’re) there for me. Such a sweetheart(s)! * evil laugh* . I wished!! * greedy look*
6. the laz theory , well, it’s a hmm ghost, spirit , or invisible stranger who really care of me or juz tried to help. My sis even told me that it’s maybe my savior angle. W.O.W . it didn’t sound conforting. It’s still creepy for me.
Other options? Please add some, the acceptable one.. and comforting one , pleaseee.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
welcome back
so it's a welcome back rite?? hehe since it was kinda long time to not posting in this blog. I feel so much confused then of what i'm gonna tell bout. it's juz TMTT ( Too Much To Tell or Too Moron To Tell). Really!! I cant even recall what i've already done in sum special moment like new year's eve or birthday. it's juz too ordinary..
well, since the aunty came here then stayed for almoz 2 weeks, i could only be a guide. It's exhausting yet fun. How could you do sight seeing and shopping in almoz 10 hours in a piece and it's always done eveyday in that 2 weeks. *surprise look*
whata bionic woman!! hahaha
well, the bad news came at the laz day of her stay.Her bubby/my uncle got moderate stroke. WOW it's juz there mebe, it juz happened so fast. i meant, he's supposed to be very OK at that day, since he juz called my aunty at the nite before getting the attack. he was juz soo fine in fone. so the, my aunty , she went back to Pontianak with such a deep weep.
so what bout the new year celebration??
i actually didnt celebrate it coz it's no longer super special for me . The other reason maybe coz of the situation in the city. frens told me that she's trapped in such a massive crowd in downtown. it's even more in sum hippiest or hotest spoy out there.
What's to regret?? missing a new year's eve in downtown wid frustating crowd? NAAH!! haha. well, anyway, it's not the only reason why i didnt celebrate it.i dunno exactly why. it's juz like another nite to me. so then what to do is juz to make a deep reflection by setting sum new resolutions to bring the betterment in a year ahead.
here come...
the resolutions
1. as im in the half of 3rd year which's been a start to more clinical exercises, i the put " more serious to academic" as my first resolution. it's always be the 1st through the age. haha. indeed. i couldnt feel that i fully complied the resolution laz year coz i broke alot all the way in undergoing this serious attachment. i was juz too careless to be true. so then, i put this resolution (again) as the 1st resolution in 2009. good! serious one!
2. actually, it's kinda confusing for making the 2nd resolution. it's bout the urgency and necessity. while i kept arranging the 2nd one, i kept asking the question to myself.
what to do to make me better this year?
what i didnt produce / make?
what i've ognored?
what i've neglected?
what i was careless bout?
what i need to do in this year?
too much questions against the requests in my head. so then the brilliant idea popped , eventually. I juz need to have managable-1-yea-special-agenda since i had poorly treated agenda in 2008.i didnt even think bout the possibility of the accomplishment inside. so then , mayve with this "real agenda"
well, since the aunty came here then stayed for almoz 2 weeks, i could only be a guide. It's exhausting yet fun. How could you do sight seeing and shopping in almoz 10 hours in a piece and it's always done eveyday in that 2 weeks. *surprise look*
whata bionic woman!! hahaha
well, the bad news came at the laz day of her stay.Her bubby/my uncle got moderate stroke. WOW it's juz there mebe, it juz happened so fast. i meant, he's supposed to be very OK at that day, since he juz called my aunty at the nite before getting the attack. he was juz soo fine in fone. so the, my aunty , she went back to Pontianak with such a deep weep.
so what bout the new year celebration??
i actually didnt celebrate it coz it's no longer super special for me . The other reason maybe coz of the situation in the city. frens told me that she's trapped in such a massive crowd in downtown. it's even more in sum hippiest or hotest spoy out there.
What's to regret?? missing a new year's eve in downtown wid frustating crowd? NAAH!! haha. well, anyway, it's not the only reason why i didnt celebrate it.i dunno exactly why. it's juz like another nite to me. so then what to do is juz to make a deep reflection by setting sum new resolutions to bring the betterment in a year ahead.
here come...
the resolutions
1. as im in the half of 3rd year which's been a start to more clinical exercises, i the put " more serious to academic" as my first resolution. it's always be the 1st through the age. haha. indeed. i couldnt feel that i fully complied the resolution laz year coz i broke alot all the way in undergoing this serious attachment. i was juz too careless to be true. so then, i put this resolution (again) as the 1st resolution in 2009. good! serious one!
2. actually, it's kinda confusing for making the 2nd resolution. it's bout the urgency and necessity. while i kept arranging the 2nd one, i kept asking the question to myself.
what to do to make me better this year?
what i didnt produce / make?
what i've ognored?
what i've neglected?
what i was careless bout?
what i need to do in this year?
too much questions against the requests in my head. so then the brilliant idea popped , eventually. I juz need to have managable-1-yea-special-agenda since i had poorly treated agenda in 2008.i didnt even think bout the possibility of the accomplishment inside. so then , mayve with this "real agenda"
Hello, I had poorly treated agenda in 2008. I didn’t even think bout the possibility of the accomplishment inside. So then, maybe with this “ real agenda”. I could manage my life better. It should be completed by the health risk possibility and material probability, strength, threat. Wow. Such a high !!!
3. since. I was kinda slow to respond anything happening around, I then juz need to pay more attention to “ environment”. Environment means any places, any situation where I do stand. Simply, I juz wanna be more caring person
4. I’m now 20 years old. Im no longer teenager then whose unpredictable lust and mood with ( sumtimes) unclear and undefined direction. Therefore in this freash 20, I juz need to control the emotion, behaviour and attitude.
5. it’s serious matter. Really!! It’s bout the money management. I’m very bad at managing the money, so when it turns to be a serious urge, I might be so frustating. I could hardly save the money for greater objective, more important purpose. So then it’s becoming serious problem to me who’s gonna exercise the clinical year whose largest amount of expenses. Another up-coming stuff is my exchange programe.i promise to myself that I wouldn’t ask my parent to pay my exchange programe expenses. Well, actually, it’s not only academic programe, but also the traveling time for me privately. Maybe it ‘s gonna be the second independent traveling after what I did in 07. it’s really awesome to travel with own money!!. So what to do then?? I juz simply need to save sum money , sum hundreds thousand / month is worth enuff or make a side job??? We’ll see( it’s the moz extreme one hahaha)
6. all I need to for the health is juz to attach to sum diet programe. It’s crucial. Im now having my BMI turned into overweight that I sometimes feel such a heavy breath at nite. For other reason why it’s so urgent to do is , In this curvier body, I have less productivity. So what’s not to do???
7. well, how bout to think bout having boyfriend?? Or do approach to sum guys ? I mean for special relationship? Seriously?? Hahahaha well, we’ll see. Only heaven knows.
other unwritten resolutions will come later. Rite after examining days ahead.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
EDWARD CULLEN..... W.O.W
@@ i feel dyspnea , dsyphagia, dysomnia, hypernerveousness, and rare tremor..ohhhh Edward Cullen... you're my holy favorite disease@@
** I'm mad about Edward Culllen.. O.M.G I'm falling for E.C**
i juz watched TWILIGHT wid sis and frens few days ago. BLIMEY!! it's so much romantic and took my breath. Can you juz believe that i could feel my heart beat faster when E.C ( Robert pattinson ) got closer to Bella swan then kissed her gently. D.A.M.N ! my blood rushed , i was shaking and i seemed paralyzed. i felt it's me whom Edward Cullen kissed. oh oh.. i felt so much nervous that i could hardly breathe. so i juz sat still. no more talking, but yes more shaking.
That movie !! gave sum huge effect to my normal behavior. I didnt finish my dinner anyway as i still felt bit nausea for the nervousness. it's no OK people!! if not having meals finished. I muz be unwell. maybe i'm pathologically in love with E.C now. Edward Cullen.. you're at the top of my lungs ..
i couldnt sleep for nights since E.C always popped in my mind. IT's really like a scene in twilight the movie which E.C stood and stared at Bella sleeping.hahahaha( too much rite??). well then i juz could sleep @ 2 am then ( averagely). so i made an extra activity before sleeping which is to listen PANIC AT THE DISCO 's pretty odd album. i 've been Bella swan with wildest imagination in head.well, the more i tried to close my eyes, the more E.C enchanted me (( heyy you im here .. what we're gonna do then?? *teasing smile**. ----- OOOOHH MY GOD))
my sis's playing on 1 MUse's song which is one of the scene back sound in twilight.the scence in which EC and Cullen family(whole CULLEN )) played the base ball in such utter dramatically thundered field(or whatever it is). OH MY DEAR! i juz wanna be Bella SWan for all time! she played wid Cullen Family!! wth she's wid Emmet, Carlisle, Esme, Rosaline, Jasper, Alice! * looks with high grade jealousy*
under all enchantments.. I dunno whom i actually fall in love with. RObert or Edward?? there's sum dimension , i dunno, it's like there aint no differences between Edward and Robert. they're juz G..O.R.G.E.O.U.S .both are so deep, profound, firm and anything but romantic and endearing!!.i dun think vampire or werewolves are fake! i juz need it to be real. hehe. so i'm now obsessed of Edward Cullen,well maybe Cullen Family, well maybe , VAMPIRE or other walking dead body and awesome creature.. blood sucker .. hahaha
this is my insanity of Edward Cullen. He's a sweetest disorder!
4 things that i really believe in :
1st . Edward Cullen is a vampire
2nd. there's sum part of him - i dunno how dominant it is- that is really starving for my blood.
3rd. i fall in love
4th. i wanna spend my immortal life with him ( anyway.. it's from me hehe )
soooooooooooooooooooo under the tropical rain... i myself leave all fantasy trapped in mind. I love Edward Cullen so much..
ME : 1st arrow -> i want EC kizes this lips
2nd arrow-> i want EC to suck my blood in this part ( vena jugulare's neck)
EC: *rolls eyes* whata hell this girls's thinking of ?? oh na ah!! my canine change shorter
canine-> abrupt patholigical change in canine due to this moral-less thought of that girl eeer me
** I'm mad about Edward Culllen.. O.M.G I'm falling for E.C**
i juz watched TWILIGHT wid sis and frens few days ago. BLIMEY!! it's so much romantic and took my breath. Can you juz believe that i could feel my heart beat faster when E.C ( Robert pattinson ) got closer to Bella swan then kissed her gently. D.A.M.N ! my blood rushed , i was shaking and i seemed paralyzed. i felt it's me whom Edward Cullen kissed. oh oh.. i felt so much nervous that i could hardly breathe. so i juz sat still. no more talking, but yes more shaking.
That movie !! gave sum huge effect to my normal behavior. I didnt finish my dinner anyway as i still felt bit nausea for the nervousness. it's no OK people!! if not having meals finished. I muz be unwell. maybe i'm pathologically in love with E.C now. Edward Cullen.. you're at the top of my lungs ..
i couldnt sleep for nights since E.C always popped in my mind. IT's really like a scene in twilight the movie which E.C stood and stared at Bella sleeping.hahahaha( too much rite??). well then i juz could sleep @ 2 am then ( averagely). so i made an extra activity before sleeping which is to listen PANIC AT THE DISCO 's pretty odd album. i 've been Bella swan with wildest imagination in head.well, the more i tried to close my eyes, the more E.C enchanted me (( heyy you im here .. what we're gonna do then?? *teasing smile**. ----- OOOOHH MY GOD))
my sis's playing on 1 MUse's song which is one of the scene back sound in twilight.the scence in which EC and Cullen family(whole CULLEN )) played the base ball in such utter dramatically thundered field(or whatever it is). OH MY DEAR! i juz wanna be Bella SWan for all time! she played wid Cullen Family!! wth she's wid Emmet, Carlisle, Esme, Rosaline, Jasper, Alice! * looks with high grade jealousy*
under all enchantments.. I dunno whom i actually fall in love with. RObert or Edward?? there's sum dimension , i dunno, it's like there aint no differences between Edward and Robert. they're juz G..O.R.G.E.O.U.S .both are so deep, profound, firm and anything but romantic and endearing!!.i dun think vampire or werewolves are fake! i juz need it to be real. hehe. so i'm now obsessed of Edward Cullen,well maybe Cullen Family, well maybe , VAMPIRE or other walking dead body and awesome creature.. blood sucker .. hahaha
this is my insanity of Edward Cullen. He's a sweetest disorder!
4 things that i really believe in :
1st . Edward Cullen is a vampire
2nd. there's sum part of him - i dunno how dominant it is- that is really starving for my blood.
3rd. i fall in love
4th. i wanna spend my immortal life with him ( anyway.. it's from me hehe )
soooooooooooooooooooo under the tropical rain... i myself leave all fantasy trapped in mind. I love Edward Cullen so much..
ME : 1st arrow -> i want EC kizes this lips
2nd arrow-> i want EC to suck my blood in this part ( vena jugulare's neck)
EC: *rolls eyes* whata hell this girls's thinking of ?? oh na ah!! my canine change shorter
canine-> abrupt patholigical change in canine due to this moral-less thought of that girl eeer me
Friday, December 5, 2008
yaaaaaaaaaaaaay... EXAMS finished..
yaaaaaay!! after 2 weeks in the hives of exams, im now breathing easy. nothing much happened in this week. it's juz a flat week ever. i have 1 day on and 1 day off. so , what's interesting in it? hehe. i juz spent more time in home sweet home to study harder. i dun wanna delay my winning on this oral biomedicine block that i tend to not having a remedy exam later. i juz wanna win now!!
in this fresh air of December , what i wanna do is juz to enjoy sum days remains before passing through the next learning block, which is DENTAL CONSERVATION.ewwww, i can imagine what im gonna work with. teeth? composite as restoration material? more clinical stuffs ? more works with dental chair? new glasses maybe to help the vision in actualizing the restoration site and shape? more new books? tougher mental? oh oh.. i told you before that i already step up to a complex 2nd level in dental learning in this univ.hehe it's actually what i think of.hehe dunno for others.
let's take a seat for awhile... hmmm HAPPY ADHAAAAAAAAA!!!! hehe happy kurban.. well, i miss my family out there. they muz have a joyful moment in granny's house. they will eat more beef or mutton from family qurban , laugh for elder cousin's joke, get busy to babysit my hyperactive nephew, share the stories bout recent activities, or maybe talk bout me and sis who are there.huhu. in other space ( haha) , i and sis maybe will only spend adha wid ordinary stuffs in here.
hmm. i got no words to elaborate more then folks..
so then.. maybe.. I LOVE PANIC AT THE DISCO!!
this boys always make me happier with their pretty odd
in this fresh air of December , what i wanna do is juz to enjoy sum days remains before passing through the next learning block, which is DENTAL CONSERVATION.ewwww, i can imagine what im gonna work with. teeth? composite as restoration material? more clinical stuffs ? more works with dental chair? new glasses maybe to help the vision in actualizing the restoration site and shape? more new books? tougher mental? oh oh.. i told you before that i already step up to a complex 2nd level in dental learning in this univ.hehe it's actually what i think of.hehe dunno for others.
let's take a seat for awhile... hmmm HAPPY ADHAAAAAAAAA!!!! hehe happy kurban.. well, i miss my family out there. they muz have a joyful moment in granny's house. they will eat more beef or mutton from family qurban , laugh for elder cousin's joke, get busy to babysit my hyperactive nephew, share the stories bout recent activities, or maybe talk bout me and sis who are there.huhu. in other space ( haha) , i and sis maybe will only spend adha wid ordinary stuffs in here.
hmm. i got no words to elaborate more then folks..
so then.. maybe.. I LOVE PANIC AT THE DISCO!!
this boys always make me happier with their pretty oddTuesday, December 2, 2008
confused of what i gotta do with this post.soooo hm, the list yea the list * throw me your shoes and tomatos please*
"yea the list hmm yeeaa. "
im so damn uncreative these days .really!! I already made 3 drafts so far in this 3 weeks to publish . yeaaa... why i only saved 'em?? why didn't i juz press publish-post-button ? well, coz the contents are soooooo lame people!! in 1 draft i told bout friends disturbing me while I'm working with this blog.so what's fun in it?? . In another post i wrote about anything but I'm myself confused of ( confused?? yeas me too ma'am). it's all bout unstructured story ohhh that's so lousy. in 1 sentence i wrote about this and another next sentence i wrote about that. sooo what's fun in it?? (once again) . huhu .I'm now making myself clear that I'm so uncreative even if i have much things to tell bout. therefore to make this post manageable , i gotta make the list , hm yea the list,, what kinda list?? juz check it out..
what happen to you during NOVEMBER-now ??
1. Nothing much *try to recall*. the big thing is I was hospitalized for 4 days coz of the respiratory infection. well , i never guez the disease that brought me to hospital is RESPIRATORY INFECTION. i thought it was Dengue Fever symptom. i had very high fever and some DMF clinical features before, so when i had my blood examined, i trully believe that my trombocytes muz be reducing. But, some hours later i juz found out the result was OK. my trombocytes number was still controllable, it's only leukocytes number that kinda higher which means that there sum INFECTION existed. I got no idea for abit first for i got hospitalized juz b coz of respiratory infection?? which i always could handle myself. for that time,,, i was really sure that i juz needed to give up. hehehe. soooo.. during this hospitalizing , i already took 4 times blood test and sum dehydration management. by this stupid self-diagnosing , i made my mom flew to here hehehe.
2. I had my appetite affected for sort after being hospitalized. IT'S A DEAL peopleeee!! if i have no-OK appetite I'm sure that I muz be unhealthy at that time. soo yea i believed i juz had serious respiratory infection 2-3 weeks ago.
3. MOM CAME and treated me for over a week.. oh oh, I felt so much guilty of this dramatic self-diagnosing.
4. I gained 3 kgs after passing BAD APPETITE TRIAL. huhuuhu :( it's like a revenge helloooooo... but the unanswered question is why i can easily gain the weight ???? * asking to GOD and ANGEL* please answer pleasee
5. I had so many work to do in campus since i didn't do any activities for 1 week. soooo when i came to class for the first time after having the home-good-rest, i felt that i was a slow runner. come on!! when everyone in class already understood bout another topic of discussion or lecture , i juz gave a nod !!! som now I'm trying so hard to ruuuuuuuuuuun!! with all of my heart , lung, liver, kidney,....., and whatever.hehe
6. I Love sis's fashion game in her laptop.hehe. it's amusing anyway..and wasting more time
7. I had some patients in my skills labs. that's like a " WHOAAA" for me since i really thought that i should act like a real young dentist to do intra oral examinations and other investigation that in the end i gotta give a diagnose and treatment planning. WHOOOAA
8. I bought some cool books. well, yea.. i have 8-waiting-books-to-read , tho. well, this is the thing that i really hate moz in myself. i want alot but finish less ( hope,,,, it only happens in this case, never hope in every aspect of my life.. ewwwww it totally screws up)
9. I had tight discusion schedule for my reasearch paper. I take herbal anyway to make up. it's sambiloto ( frankly,,, i juz dunno the outlook of this herbal hahahaha, but at least my friends know) :P
10. november was mad season.................
ciao
im so damn uncreative these days .really!! I already made 3 drafts so far in this 3 weeks to publish . yeaaa... why i only saved 'em?? why didn't i juz press publish-post-button ? well, coz the contents are soooooo lame people!! in 1 draft i told bout friends disturbing me while I'm working with this blog.so what's fun in it?? . In another post i wrote about anything but I'm myself confused of ( confused?? yeas me too ma'am). it's all bout unstructured story ohhh that's so lousy. in 1 sentence i wrote about this and another next sentence i wrote about that. sooo what's fun in it?? (once again) . huhu .I'm now making myself clear that I'm so uncreative even if i have much things to tell bout. therefore to make this post manageable , i gotta make the list , hm yea the list,, what kinda list?? juz check it out..
what happen to you during NOVEMBER-now ??
1. Nothing much *try to recall*. the big thing is I was hospitalized for 4 days coz of the respiratory infection. well , i never guez the disease that brought me to hospital is RESPIRATORY INFECTION. i thought it was Dengue Fever symptom. i had very high fever and some DMF clinical features before, so when i had my blood examined, i trully believe that my trombocytes muz be reducing. But, some hours later i juz found out the result was OK. my trombocytes number was still controllable, it's only leukocytes number that kinda higher which means that there sum INFECTION existed. I got no idea for abit first for i got hospitalized juz b coz of respiratory infection?? which i always could handle myself. for that time,,, i was really sure that i juz needed to give up. hehehe. soooo.. during this hospitalizing , i already took 4 times blood test and sum dehydration management. by this stupid self-diagnosing , i made my mom flew to here hehehe.
2. I had my appetite affected for sort after being hospitalized. IT'S A DEAL peopleeee!! if i have no-OK appetite I'm sure that I muz be unhealthy at that time. soo yea i believed i juz had serious respiratory infection 2-3 weeks ago.
3. MOM CAME and treated me for over a week.. oh oh, I felt so much guilty of this dramatic self-diagnosing.
4. I gained 3 kgs after passing BAD APPETITE TRIAL. huhuuhu :( it's like a revenge helloooooo... but the unanswered question is why i can easily gain the weight ???? * asking to GOD and ANGEL* please answer pleasee
5. I had so many work to do in campus since i didn't do any activities for 1 week. soooo when i came to class for the first time after having the home-good-rest, i felt that i was a slow runner. come on!! when everyone in class already understood bout another topic of discussion or lecture , i juz gave a nod !!! som now I'm trying so hard to ruuuuuuuuuuun!! with all of my heart , lung, liver, kidney,....., and whatever.hehe
6. I Love sis's fashion game in her laptop.hehe. it's amusing anyway..and wasting more time
7. I had some patients in my skills labs. that's like a " WHOAAA" for me since i really thought that i should act like a real young dentist to do intra oral examinations and other investigation that in the end i gotta give a diagnose and treatment planning. WHOOOAA
8. I bought some cool books. well, yea.. i have 8-waiting-books-to-read , tho. well, this is the thing that i really hate moz in myself. i want alot but finish less ( hope,,,, it only happens in this case, never hope in every aspect of my life.. ewwwww it totally screws up)
9. I had tight discusion schedule for my reasearch paper. I take herbal anyway to make up. it's sambiloto ( frankly,,, i juz dunno the outlook of this herbal hahahaha, but at least my friends know) :P
10. november was mad season.................
ciao
the best doodle i ever painted
tittle: ANGELIC TOOTH.... the product of boredom
original design : ESTI
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